confession

As you all know. I have a new boyfriend.

At first, i was hesitated that whether should i tell everyone about it.

Only a few of my friends knew about it.

I dare not to spread it.

For me, i think it will be 'safer' if less people knew about it.

Cause i don't want the 'news' be spread like wild fire and it reach my parents' ears eventually.

 I know the consequence well.

If they found out about it,I might have to endure a harsh dressing-down.

Hence, what is on my mind is, conceal it. As long as possible.

Though i know it will be leak out on a day.

No doubt, conceal something is not really an easy thing.

But at any rate, if you want to gain something, you will have to pay something else.

This is what we call as Exchange equal in value.

Just like me, I bear the pain of conceal to exchange the relationship.

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Last night was a astonishment.

I just couldn't believe it. I told my mom about the 'news'.

You may say that i'm kinda ridiculous for i said i will conceal it and will never let my parents know about it.

Yet, i leak it out XD by myself.

Guess what was my mom's response?

It was out of my expectation.

My mom didn't even scold me or being nagger.

She kept asking me about my boy. His name, age and everything... with smile.

Whoa. Unbelievable

I was dumb-founded at that time. D:

Suddenly, i burst out: 'i thought you will scold me like hell after i told you about it.'

I was astonished, again, by her reply: ' What for i scold you wor? Everyone will have to experience this'

She doesn't oppose me for having a boyfriend,

but she doesn't allow me to go out with my boy. T^T

Yet, i satisfy with it. At least i don't have to conceal it anymore.

Then, she kept on telling me her past and her 'love history'.

We talked a lot. Talked about things that we have never talk about before.

Last night, was indeed a meaningful night.

p/s: my dad doesn't know about it. But my mom does. Hees ;)