Lets say Hello to year 2011

Time flies, year 2010 is going to come to an end and the new year is about to begin.

Today is 31st December 2010, how fast the time flies.

Not surprisingly, I would just stay at home and wait for the coming of the new year instead of attending any countdown events, I bet you would say: "Huh? Are you kidding me? Not outing?" *grin* 

Okay, it is enough for the craps.

Time to have a review in year 2010. There are so much I've experienced throughout the year of 2010, and how i wish i can share with all of you about them entirely, but it is too much, so i just list some out, the important and unforgetttable one.

• Promised to strive and work really hard for the SPM examination early in the year yet failed ;PP
• A Japanese cultures' event has been organised in my school for the first time and I'm given an opportunity to deliver a Japanese tale on the stage.
• Officially became a school prefect.
• Had frog dissection in school laboratory for the first time. Indeed a great experience, wish to have the second time for it. I enjoyed it! *grin*
• Is been selected to attend some talks and courses for SPM examination.
• Got a new laptop with Internet access.
• Felt a sort of upset for i've been selected for the National Service. Holy shit.
• Had first experience to hang out with my friend without getting mom's permission.
• The best and the sweetest memory in year 2010, I met WKC, my love. ILY fishyyyy♥ What if i had never met you?
• Had a lot of fun with my schoolmates, particular fun to be with them in year 2010, perhaps it is because of it is the last year for us to spend our time with each other, gonna wave our hands and say goodbye to each other after the SPM examination.
• Experienced the worst Christmas ever. Hate it. Argghhhhh *roll eyes*
• Changed a new hair style. Feel so good.

So this is my summary in year 2010. There are so much i've gone through in this year. Goodbye year 2010, goodbye all of the sadness, disappointments, failures in year 2010 and i don't wish to see all of you again in year 2011 XD

And, Hello 2011!

Here are my sweet desires, grant me them in the new year ;PP ♥ :

• Be an independent, intelligent and understanding person.
• Wish to gain more confidence and know more new friends.
• Attend some classes to study Japanese language.
• Spend more time with my lovely hubbie fishy by giving me more chances to go out with him. Get to love and care about each other more in the new year♥
• Hope those hot chicks will keep a distance with HIM, don't flirt HIM and don't ask HIM to satisfy your shameless requests ( like what you've done to HIM in the christmas eve, i don't know wtf you all were up to, but please don't do it again, cause you know, i fucking hate it.)
• Learn to cook some simple yet tasty dishes.
• Get more pocket money ( so that i can buy anything i want xP)
• Not being restricted by my parents anymore, in other words, i wish to have freedom and i wish to have a say.
• Have a new cellphone.
• Get ready for the plans of studies.
• Flying colours in SPM result.
• Have fun time in National Service.
• Be more open-minded, not a spoilt brat.
• Have fair skin, so that i can give people a fresh and clean look.
• Have a memorable christmas celebration. ( don't wish to stay at home anymore during christmas eve! DX )
• Last but not least, the most important's : Be happy, healthy and lucky throughout the year ( same to my family and my friends too)

LOL. Kinda a long post this time around, but i hope those who are reading this will  enjoy it. Once again, goodbye 2010, hello 2011, a brand new year ♥

100♥

Time trickles like water.

We've been with each other for 100days.

First of all, ILY babe! :D

There are so much that we've gone through don't we? In this 100days.
It's not so easy, loving me, for I'm a spoilt brat.
But you, my babe fishy :) worked it out.
I can feel your sincerity and loves, your sweet words always melt me.
Awwwh, I like your sweet words, how sweet! XD *obsess*
You know what? When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me.
Nevertheless, your voice is now my favourite sound, your name is now my favourite noun.
I particular miss you on rainy day, or cold weather.
Cause you will hold my hands in yours to keep me warm :)
You mean so much to me. All I need is you.
How I wish you are here with me every single day.
I can't imagine the life without you.
Lets make a deal that we will stick with each other throughout the rest fo our life kay?
Once more, I ♥ you! till MAX :D *hugsss*

Roller Coaster

What the hell was wrong with me yesterday?

I must be insane or something,

I have no idea that why do i have those ridiculous' thoughts all the time.

I'm totally a negative-thinking-type of person. There is no doubt about it.

That is why sometimes I hate myself, pretty much,

for I don't have the ability to be an optimist.

Don't you get shocked, I'm indeed a pessimist.

Yesterday, I was a sort of emotional,

and I, emotionally bursted out so much hurtful words.

I know that I've hurted you, my love.

I hate myself for always been mastered by anger and emotion.

I'm just too fragile.

Yesterday, was all my fault, I shouldn't spoil your mood,

I shouldn't make you weep.

I shouldn't hurt the one that I love with my entire heart by saying all those words.

I shouldn't ruin everything.

Now I realised that what I've said yesterday were nonsense! Holy shit x(

I'm sorry, you were still concern about my feelings regardless of my ruthlessness.

You kept on comforting me. Pity you :(

I don't know why I did it, but I do regret it.

I'm so sorry. I feel guilty about yesterday's incident.

What I really hope is, our deep love will not be shaky, I hope the purity of our love will not be tainted by yesterday's incident.

I don't wish to have an invisible wall between us that makes us apart.

I promise that I will not be that childish anymore.

I will not do these silly things anymore.

Babe, I don't want to lose you.

❤ because, I love you.

Once again, I'm sorry

With sincerity,
I'm sorry, ILY

Hello

The end of the SPM examination marks the new start of my life.

How long I've been protected from getting hurt?

How long I've been treated like a little girl?

How many times I've been scolded because of my childishness and rebelliousness?

and how much teardrops I've catched in my hand?

All of these that used to be a part of the way i live will soon turn to be the past.

It is time to grow up and it is time for me to gain courage, to overcome all of the obstacles that I will facing soon.

Perhaps I will fall down

I will find out that how difficult is it to get myself into this realistic society.

But I am absolutely have the daring to accept all of the challanges.

Scars and wounds will be the proof for my growth.

HI FUTURE :)

Here I come.

Childhood and youth are always the best time in one's life.

I'm trying to make myself to be fearless for my future by writting this post XD

With smile :]