Lets say Hello to year 2011

Time flies, year 2010 is going to come to an end and the new year is about to begin.

Today is 31st December 2010, how fast the time flies.

Not surprisingly, I would just stay at home and wait for the coming of the new year instead of attending any countdown events, I bet you would say: "Huh? Are you kidding me? Not outing?" *grin* 

Okay, it is enough for the craps.

Time to have a review in year 2010. There are so much I've experienced throughout the year of 2010, and how i wish i can share with all of you about them entirely, but it is too much, so i just list some out, the important and unforgetttable one.

• Promised to strive and work really hard for the SPM examination early in the year yet failed ;PP
• A Japanese cultures' event has been organised in my school for the first time and I'm given an opportunity to deliver a Japanese tale on the stage.
• Officially became a school prefect.
• Had frog dissection in school laboratory for the first time. Indeed a great experience, wish to have the second time for it. I enjoyed it! *grin*
• Is been selected to attend some talks and courses for SPM examination.
• Got a new laptop with Internet access.
• Felt a sort of upset for i've been selected for the National Service. Holy shit.
• Had first experience to hang out with my friend without getting mom's permission.
• The best and the sweetest memory in year 2010, I met WKC, my love. ILY fishyyyy♥ What if i had never met you?
• Had a lot of fun with my schoolmates, particular fun to be with them in year 2010, perhaps it is because of it is the last year for us to spend our time with each other, gonna wave our hands and say goodbye to each other after the SPM examination.
• Experienced the worst Christmas ever. Hate it. Argghhhhh *roll eyes*
• Changed a new hair style. Feel so good.

So this is my summary in year 2010. There are so much i've gone through in this year. Goodbye year 2010, goodbye all of the sadness, disappointments, failures in year 2010 and i don't wish to see all of you again in year 2011 XD

And, Hello 2011!

Here are my sweet desires, grant me them in the new year ;PP ♥ :

• Be an independent, intelligent and understanding person.
• Wish to gain more confidence and know more new friends.
• Attend some classes to study Japanese language.
• Spend more time with my lovely hubbie fishy by giving me more chances to go out with him. Get to love and care about each other more in the new year♥
• Hope those hot chicks will keep a distance with HIM, don't flirt HIM and don't ask HIM to satisfy your shameless requests ( like what you've done to HIM in the christmas eve, i don't know wtf you all were up to, but please don't do it again, cause you know, i fucking hate it.)
• Learn to cook some simple yet tasty dishes.
• Get more pocket money ( so that i can buy anything i want xP)
• Not being restricted by my parents anymore, in other words, i wish to have freedom and i wish to have a say.
• Have a new cellphone.
• Get ready for the plans of studies.
• Flying colours in SPM result.
• Have fun time in National Service.
• Be more open-minded, not a spoilt brat.
• Have fair skin, so that i can give people a fresh and clean look.
• Have a memorable christmas celebration. ( don't wish to stay at home anymore during christmas eve! DX )
• Last but not least, the most important's : Be happy, healthy and lucky throughout the year ( same to my family and my friends too)

LOL. Kinda a long post this time around, but i hope those who are reading this will  enjoy it. Once again, goodbye 2010, hello 2011, a brand new year ♥

100♥

Time trickles like water.

We've been with each other for 100days.

First of all, ILY babe! :D

There are so much that we've gone through don't we? In this 100days.
It's not so easy, loving me, for I'm a spoilt brat.
But you, my babe fishy :) worked it out.
I can feel your sincerity and loves, your sweet words always melt me.
Awwwh, I like your sweet words, how sweet! XD *obsess*
You know what? When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me.
Nevertheless, your voice is now my favourite sound, your name is now my favourite noun.
I particular miss you on rainy day, or cold weather.
Cause you will hold my hands in yours to keep me warm :)
You mean so much to me. All I need is you.
How I wish you are here with me every single day.
I can't imagine the life without you.
Lets make a deal that we will stick with each other throughout the rest fo our life kay?
Once more, I ♥ you! till MAX :D *hugsss*

Roller Coaster

What the hell was wrong with me yesterday?

I must be insane or something,

I have no idea that why do i have those ridiculous' thoughts all the time.

I'm totally a negative-thinking-type of person. There is no doubt about it.

That is why sometimes I hate myself, pretty much,

for I don't have the ability to be an optimist.

Don't you get shocked, I'm indeed a pessimist.

Yesterday, I was a sort of emotional,

and I, emotionally bursted out so much hurtful words.

I know that I've hurted you, my love.

I hate myself for always been mastered by anger and emotion.

I'm just too fragile.

Yesterday, was all my fault, I shouldn't spoil your mood,

I shouldn't make you weep.

I shouldn't hurt the one that I love with my entire heart by saying all those words.

I shouldn't ruin everything.

Now I realised that what I've said yesterday were nonsense! Holy shit x(

I'm sorry, you were still concern about my feelings regardless of my ruthlessness.

You kept on comforting me. Pity you :(

I don't know why I did it, but I do regret it.

I'm so sorry. I feel guilty about yesterday's incident.

What I really hope is, our deep love will not be shaky, I hope the purity of our love will not be tainted by yesterday's incident.

I don't wish to have an invisible wall between us that makes us apart.

I promise that I will not be that childish anymore.

I will not do these silly things anymore.

Babe, I don't want to lose you.

❤ because, I love you.

Once again, I'm sorry

With sincerity,
I'm sorry, ILY

Hello

The end of the SPM examination marks the new start of my life.

How long I've been protected from getting hurt?

How long I've been treated like a little girl?

How many times I've been scolded because of my childishness and rebelliousness?

and how much teardrops I've catched in my hand?

All of these that used to be a part of the way i live will soon turn to be the past.

It is time to grow up and it is time for me to gain courage, to overcome all of the obstacles that I will facing soon.

Perhaps I will fall down

I will find out that how difficult is it to get myself into this realistic society.

But I am absolutely have the daring to accept all of the challanges.

Scars and wounds will be the proof for my growth.

HI FUTURE :)

Here I come.

Childhood and youth are always the best time in one's life.

I'm trying to make myself to be fearless for my future by writting this post XD

With smile :]

Sayonara

It isn't hard to say goodbye.

It isn't hard to see someone leaves.

But it is hard to see someone who you've got along with, for quite a long time, is going to leave you and you don't even know when and where are you going to meet her again.

This post is sincerely written for a sweet Japanese lady named Mayumi♥

Mayumi sensei, we're glad to have you here!

I've forgotten that when do we met each other, but i will never forget the precious moments that we used to spend together.

It is our fortune to have you here and we've learned so much from you.

Mayumi sensei, you're such a well-educated and an independent woman.

I admire you do so much for having the ability to live by your own in a foreign country as well as your socialbility.

It is our pleasure for having you at SMK Raja Chulan, and thanks for all the happiness that you've given us. On the day that you were giving your speech, you cried. We're about to burst out tears too as your words were so touching.

On the next day, we organised a farewell for you. And on that day, we were not able to hold our tears any longer, teardrops fallen.

Because you're about to leave us.

    Once again, thank you, Mayumi sensei:

• for sharing all the knowledge about Japanese culture.
• for giving us an opportunity to wear the Yukata.
• for teaching us so much about Japanese traditons
• for being a role model for us.

    

 Sweet Memories

Mayumi sensei ;) i miss her everything:

her drawing.

her handwritting.

her story: ももたろう

the way she laughs.

even her back.



まゆみせんせい

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Mayumi sensei gave me this :)

Take care, the sweetest Mayumi sensei.

Miss you lotsss. Keep in touch.

I believe that we will meet again on someday,at somewhere, as what you've told us.

どうも  ありがとうございます♥

さようなら。

Fifty

50 days, not particular a long period of time.
But for you and me :)
It's fulled of happiness, laughters, and loves.
We are able to give what exactly we need for each other, that's why i will never want to leave. I feel secure and safe when i'm with you.
You are the one who is willing to reply my text eventhough in the midnight before dawn just to comfort a silly ME who is terrified by a nightmare.
You are the one who hold my cold hands to keep me warm.
You are the one who made me changed, to be a better human being.
You are the one who make me smile, all the time.
You are the one who say i looked like a rabbit because of my chubby face.
You are the one who will laugh at my stupidity everytime when i was painstakingly copying the notes, and finally i found that i've copied them in the wrong place. (and you can be hardhearted enough to laugh and don't stop me though you know it!)
You are the one who has the tolerance.
You are my only one. And will always be.
Just hold my hand, say you will never let go of it.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥DOUBLE DOUBLE U♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

sincerely by,
M.E

A busy thursday

Will be a long blog post this time around, as yesterday was a busy day. 

Skip schooling again yesterday! LOL.

Dressed myself up around 12pm++ and waited for my best sista, Carine to fecth me for lunch and tuition.

We went to WONG KOK-one of the restaurants in the De garden for our lunch.

I've ordered an ice-cream wafer, not surprisingly, there are ice-cream on the wafer for sure, looked tasty isn't it?

Ice-cream wafer

Btwwwww, when the ice-cream started to melt, it was like crap! Disgusting X(

I was still able to finish it despite how sickening was it.

Ice-blended lychee juice ordered by Fuiii,

and the one which in front of it was

Carine's.

Last but not least, share some pictures here! XD

look at Fuii's shirt! printed:  SIU KIONG JENG SHEN (cockrach's spirit=Fui's spirit)

LOL!

Don't have to cry, cause you have the cockrach's spirit and the BUT SHII JII SHEN ( never die)

Come onnnnn! show me your cute face

How elegant XD

After finisher our lunch, head for tuition class.

Angkasa, here we come :D

XXXXXXXXXXXX

At Night..

Organized a barbecue gathering at Yinyin's house.

Reached there almost 8pm without bringing any tablewares.

Sounds funny XD

I wonder why Fuii kept on posing in front of me last night, perhaps it was because of the Cockrach's spirit's shirt! XD Her poses made me laughed like a mad girl!

A series of MUST-SHARE snapshotssss

Misery?



Speechless =x

AHHHMMMMMM~

Okay, that's enough for the insanity. Back to the normal.

PEACE =D

grinnnn.

A barbecue just for fuii, for she's a vegetarian, that's why she has this special treatmant.

My stomach was 'contented' yesterday.

My day was fulled of laughters yesterday.

Yesterday, what a good day ;)

Sweet 18th♥

Dearest,

It was just how amazing that fate has brought us together.

Seriously, fate decides everything. On the first day we met, i thought that we would just be a good friend for each other, would not go further other than friends. Never :)

Nevertheless, i discovered an intense feeling against you after some time. Inexplicably, i started to miss you and care about you. The feeling was getting stronger and stronger, and finally i knew that i've fallen for you.

Love is a riddle, definitely it is. Whoever will not have the ability to control or refuse to accept it when it is get through to you. Nodody is able to escape from the feeling of love. Just like me :))

wkc, you're the onwer of my heart, now and always. We do have tacit agreement don't we? Sometimes we would burst out the same words, we have mutual hobby and thoughts, we live in the same area, and we like to share our happiness and sadness to each other.

I was still remember that both of us did not bring the same book for Chemistry's lesson at the same time XDD Whoa! what a coincidence.

I'm grateful that i've found somebody like you, you filled my life with gladness. The thing that i pleased most is, you've never make me weep. Without doubts, with you, i'm happy, with you. i'm strong.

Today, 18th of October 2010, is a memorable day for me and you, as it is our one month anniversary♥. I wish to spend more and more 18th with you. I believe that, as we travel, hand-in hand, there is no any obstacle we cannot get past. Our life will getting better and better, thank you! For giving me your love, i do appreaciate it.

Ultimately, i want to be your everything. With every single day it pasts, i realized that i love you more. I♥ you, too much, that words can't express it.

Happy one month anniversary! ♥ WKC, you're the only one for me.

From: Mun

With lots aand losts of lovessss :)

The ichigo♥ Strawberry's

Finally,I have a new blog post.

Seems like i had neglected my blog for a very long time. Hees :)

First of all, I want to talk about my SPM examination. I am having the exam veryyy soon.

Not more than a month later i will sitting inside the hall for my exam.

It is too hard to imagine that how am i going to sit for such important exam without any preparations. I do not have the motivation to do my revision, eventhough if i have, it doesn't last for a long period, at most, half an hour, HAHA!

I'm looking for a good way on how to perserve the STUDY mood!

 Anyone has any good suggestions? :D

*SOB* Someone please beat off my laziness x(

Well well well, here comes the main topic for this post.

Yesterday, my friend and i did not go to school.

Reason? needless to say, just because of one word: LAZY

LOL, whatever, it isn't the main point.

The main point is: what have we did and where have we been on this schooling day XD

Taadaaa! We went to the Strawberry Moment before going for tuition class.

Once i stepped into the cafe, i could smell the strong scent, a fragrant one.

The place was so calm with simple yet distinctive decorations.

We made orders then. My gluttonous' sense comes alive instantly when i was looking through the menu.

All the desserts and dishes were as beatiful as a work of art.

I was scratching my head as i could not make up my mind that what should i order.

I was like want to taste all the desserts that can be found in the menu ;P

After a few minutes of hesitation, finally, i ordered a cup of strawberry cappuccino and a strawberry ice-cream, I 've forgot its name, dk what Alva..?? blablablaaaa. Uhm, something like that :)

Oishiiii~ Yum yum!

The Strawberry Cappuccino.

 At first, i thought that it is a cool drink, something like ice-blended.

LOL, It is a cup of hot cappuccino actually.

Looks like i've made the right choice :DD Nice nice nice!

Chocolate Steamboat ♥

Dip the strawberries into the chocolate.

Chew it. whoa~~

What a perfect match of chocolate and strawberry.

Refreshing strawberry juice. (Carine's )

Cute, adorable, yea~ it is for sale.

Had fun time with my besttttt friend at such wonderful cafe.

Wish to have a second visit.

Strawberry Moment, I will be back soon. LOL!

confession

As you all know. I have a new boyfriend.

At first, i was hesitated that whether should i tell everyone about it.

Only a few of my friends knew about it.

I dare not to spread it.

For me, i think it will be 'safer' if less people knew about it.

Cause i don't want the 'news' be spread like wild fire and it reach my parents' ears eventually.

 I know the consequence well.

If they found out about it,I might have to endure a harsh dressing-down.

Hence, what is on my mind is, conceal it. As long as possible.

Though i know it will be leak out on a day.

No doubt, conceal something is not really an easy thing.

But at any rate, if you want to gain something, you will have to pay something else.

This is what we call as Exchange equal in value.

Just like me, I bear the pain of conceal to exchange the relationship.

X     X    X    X    X    X    X    X    X

Last night was a astonishment.

I just couldn't believe it. I told my mom about the 'news'.

You may say that i'm kinda ridiculous for i said i will conceal it and will never let my parents know about it.

Yet, i leak it out XD by myself.

Guess what was my mom's response?

It was out of my expectation.

My mom didn't even scold me or being nagger.

She kept asking me about my boy. His name, age and everything... with smile.

Whoa. Unbelievable

I was dumb-founded at that time. D:

Suddenly, i burst out: 'i thought you will scold me like hell after i told you about it.'

I was astonished, again, by her reply: ' What for i scold you wor? Everyone will have to experience this'

She doesn't oppose me for having a boyfriend,

but she doesn't allow me to go out with my boy. T^T

Yet, i satisfy with it. At least i don't have to conceal it anymore.

Then, she kept on telling me her past and her 'love history'.

We talked a lot. Talked about things that we have never talk about before.

Last night, was indeed a meaningful night.

p/s: my dad doesn't know about it. But my mom does. Hees ;)

Just once?

Like what i had said before, i long for freedom.

Guess what?

Hees. I went out with my friend, Carine♥ yesterday without asking permission from my mom.

Even myself also couldn't believe that i have the gut to do so. I didn't even think of the consequence for my behaviour. LOL.

I became a bad girl. Lalala. (Lame, there is nothing to be boast of)XD

Well, what would two teenage girls do in the mall? Yea, shopping! For sure.

It had been a long time i didn't go for shopping. ;'(

So, undoubtedly,

 I was like a wild beast that is eager for its meal when i seen all those nice clothes in the mall. Wished to grab all ><

Yet, as i ain't that rich, so i just bought a dress and hair bands. SOB

After shopping, we went to have our lunch.

yummy C:

Our drinks, guess which one is mine? :D

Taada! The honey lemon is mine.

p.s: ignore my paleness and my ugly face please :)

We enjoyed our dishes so much.

Not surprisingly, we took a lot of photos. Share some here ;)

Showtime!! XD

The best friend of mine, Miss Carine

I ♥ you, my dear friend. You are the best!!

Beauty (the left hand side one)&The beast (the right hand side one, yea, that's me!)

a wild beast was enjoying her meal. ROAR~

My friend, Carine♥'s. Kinda funny :D

Opps, sorry, my dear friend, i thought you're ready for the snap.

Grin =目

♥

Lunch's time was over! Time to go