Roller Coaster

What the hell was wrong with me yesterday?

I must be insane or something,

I have no idea that why do i have those ridiculous' thoughts all the time.

I'm totally a negative-thinking-type of person. There is no doubt about it.

That is why sometimes I hate myself, pretty much,

for I don't have the ability to be an optimist.

Don't you get shocked, I'm indeed a pessimist.

Yesterday, I was a sort of emotional,

and I, emotionally bursted out so much hurtful words.

I know that I've hurted you, my love.

I hate myself for always been mastered by anger and emotion.

I'm just too fragile.

Yesterday, was all my fault, I shouldn't spoil your mood,

I shouldn't make you weep.

I shouldn't hurt the one that I love with my entire heart by saying all those words.

I shouldn't ruin everything.

Now I realised that what I've said yesterday were nonsense! Holy shit x(

I'm sorry, you were still concern about my feelings regardless of my ruthlessness.

You kept on comforting me. Pity you :(

I don't know why I did it, but I do regret it.

I'm so sorry. I feel guilty about yesterday's incident.

What I really hope is, our deep love will not be shaky, I hope the purity of our love will not be tainted by yesterday's incident.

I don't wish to have an invisible wall between us that makes us apart.

I promise that I will not be that childish anymore.

I will not do these silly things anymore.

Babe, I don't want to lose you.

❤ because, I love you.

Once again, I'm sorry

With sincerity,
I'm sorry, ILY

Hello

The end of the SPM examination marks the new start of my life.

How long I've been protected from getting hurt?

How long I've been treated like a little girl?

How many times I've been scolded because of my childishness and rebelliousness?

and how much teardrops I've catched in my hand?

All of these that used to be a part of the way i live will soon turn to be the past.

It is time to grow up and it is time for me to gain courage, to overcome all of the obstacles that I will facing soon.

Perhaps I will fall down

I will find out that how difficult is it to get myself into this realistic society.

But I am absolutely have the daring to accept all of the challanges.

Scars and wounds will be the proof for my growth.

HI FUTURE :)

Here I come.

Childhood and youth are always the best time in one's life.

I'm trying to make myself to be fearless for my future by writting this post XD

With smile :]

Sayonara

It isn't hard to say goodbye.

It isn't hard to see someone leaves.

But it is hard to see someone who you've got along with, for quite a long time, is going to leave you and you don't even know when and where are you going to meet her again.

This post is sincerely written for a sweet Japanese lady named Mayumi♥

Mayumi sensei, we're glad to have you here!

I've forgotten that when do we met each other, but i will never forget the precious moments that we used to spend together.

It is our fortune to have you here and we've learned so much from you.

Mayumi sensei, you're such a well-educated and an independent woman.

I admire you do so much for having the ability to live by your own in a foreign country as well as your socialbility.

It is our pleasure for having you at SMK Raja Chulan, and thanks for all the happiness that you've given us. On the day that you were giving your speech, you cried. We're about to burst out tears too as your words were so touching.

On the next day, we organised a farewell for you. And on that day, we were not able to hold our tears any longer, teardrops fallen.

Because you're about to leave us.

    Once again, thank you, Mayumi sensei:

• for sharing all the knowledge about Japanese culture.
• for giving us an opportunity to wear the Yukata.
• for teaching us so much about Japanese traditons
• for being a role model for us.

    

 Sweet Memories

Mayumi sensei ;) i miss her everything:

her drawing.

her handwritting.

her story: ももたろう

the way she laughs.

even her back.



まゆみせんせい

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Mayumi sensei gave me this :)

Take care, the sweetest Mayumi sensei.

Miss you lotsss. Keep in touch.

I believe that we will meet again on someday,at somewhere, as what you've told us.

どうも  ありがとうございます♥

さようなら。

Fifty

50 days, not particular a long period of time.
But for you and me :)
It's fulled of happiness, laughters, and loves.
We are able to give what exactly we need for each other, that's why i will never want to leave. I feel secure and safe when i'm with you.
You are the one who is willing to reply my text eventhough in the midnight before dawn just to comfort a silly ME who is terrified by a nightmare.
You are the one who hold my cold hands to keep me warm.
You are the one who made me changed, to be a better human being.
You are the one who make me smile, all the time.
You are the one who say i looked like a rabbit because of my chubby face.
You are the one who will laugh at my stupidity everytime when i was painstakingly copying the notes, and finally i found that i've copied them in the wrong place. (and you can be hardhearted enough to laugh and don't stop me though you know it!)
You are the one who has the tolerance.
You are my only one. And will always be.
Just hold my hand, say you will never let go of it.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥DOUBLE DOUBLE U♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

sincerely by,
M.E

A busy thursday

Will be a long blog post this time around, as yesterday was a busy day. 

Skip schooling again yesterday! LOL.

Dressed myself up around 12pm++ and waited for my best sista, Carine to fecth me for lunch and tuition.

We went to WONG KOK-one of the restaurants in the De garden for our lunch.

I've ordered an ice-cream wafer, not surprisingly, there are ice-cream on the wafer for sure, looked tasty isn't it?

Ice-cream wafer

Btwwwww, when the ice-cream started to melt, it was like crap! Disgusting X(

I was still able to finish it despite how sickening was it.

Ice-blended lychee juice ordered by Fuiii,

and the one which in front of it was

Carine's.

Last but not least, share some pictures here! XD

look at Fuii's shirt! printed:  SIU KIONG JENG SHEN (cockrach's spirit=Fui's spirit)

LOL!

Don't have to cry, cause you have the cockrach's spirit and the BUT SHII JII SHEN ( never die)

Come onnnnn! show me your cute face

How elegant XD

After finisher our lunch, head for tuition class.

Angkasa, here we come :D

XXXXXXXXXXXX

At Night..

Organized a barbecue gathering at Yinyin's house.

Reached there almost 8pm without bringing any tablewares.

Sounds funny XD

I wonder why Fuii kept on posing in front of me last night, perhaps it was because of the Cockrach's spirit's shirt! XD Her poses made me laughed like a mad girl!

A series of MUST-SHARE snapshotssss

Misery?



Speechless =x

AHHHMMMMMM~

Okay, that's enough for the insanity. Back to the normal.

PEACE =D

grinnnn.

A barbecue just for fuii, for she's a vegetarian, that's why she has this special treatmant.

My stomach was 'contented' yesterday.

My day was fulled of laughters yesterday.

Yesterday, what a good day ;)

Sweet 18th♥

Dearest,

It was just how amazing that fate has brought us together.

Seriously, fate decides everything. On the first day we met, i thought that we would just be a good friend for each other, would not go further other than friends. Never :)

Nevertheless, i discovered an intense feeling against you after some time. Inexplicably, i started to miss you and care about you. The feeling was getting stronger and stronger, and finally i knew that i've fallen for you.

Love is a riddle, definitely it is. Whoever will not have the ability to control or refuse to accept it when it is get through to you. Nodody is able to escape from the feeling of love. Just like me :))

wkc, you're the onwer of my heart, now and always. We do have tacit agreement don't we? Sometimes we would burst out the same words, we have mutual hobby and thoughts, we live in the same area, and we like to share our happiness and sadness to each other.

I was still remember that both of us did not bring the same book for Chemistry's lesson at the same time XDD Whoa! what a coincidence.

I'm grateful that i've found somebody like you, you filled my life with gladness. The thing that i pleased most is, you've never make me weep. Without doubts, with you, i'm happy, with you. i'm strong.

Today, 18th of October 2010, is a memorable day for me and you, as it is our one month anniversary♥. I wish to spend more and more 18th with you. I believe that, as we travel, hand-in hand, there is no any obstacle we cannot get past. Our life will getting better and better, thank you! For giving me your love, i do appreaciate it.

Ultimately, i want to be your everything. With every single day it pasts, i realized that i love you more. I♥ you, too much, that words can't express it.

Happy one month anniversary! ♥ WKC, you're the only one for me.

From: Mun

With lots aand losts of lovessss :)

The ichigo♥ Strawberry's

Finally,I have a new blog post.

Seems like i had neglected my blog for a very long time. Hees :)

First of all, I want to talk about my SPM examination. I am having the exam veryyy soon.

Not more than a month later i will sitting inside the hall for my exam.

It is too hard to imagine that how am i going to sit for such important exam without any preparations. I do not have the motivation to do my revision, eventhough if i have, it doesn't last for a long period, at most, half an hour, HAHA!

I'm looking for a good way on how to perserve the STUDY mood!

 Anyone has any good suggestions? :D

*SOB* Someone please beat off my laziness x(

Well well well, here comes the main topic for this post.

Yesterday, my friend and i did not go to school.

Reason? needless to say, just because of one word: LAZY

LOL, whatever, it isn't the main point.

The main point is: what have we did and where have we been on this schooling day XD

Taadaaa! We went to the Strawberry Moment before going for tuition class.

Once i stepped into the cafe, i could smell the strong scent, a fragrant one.

The place was so calm with simple yet distinctive decorations.

We made orders then. My gluttonous' sense comes alive instantly when i was looking through the menu.

All the desserts and dishes were as beatiful as a work of art.

I was scratching my head as i could not make up my mind that what should i order.

I was like want to taste all the desserts that can be found in the menu ;P

After a few minutes of hesitation, finally, i ordered a cup of strawberry cappuccino and a strawberry ice-cream, I 've forgot its name, dk what Alva..?? blablablaaaa. Uhm, something like that :)

Oishiiii~ Yum yum!

The Strawberry Cappuccino.

 At first, i thought that it is a cool drink, something like ice-blended.

LOL, It is a cup of hot cappuccino actually.

Looks like i've made the right choice :DD Nice nice nice!

Chocolate Steamboat ♥

Dip the strawberries into the chocolate.

Chew it. whoa~~

What a perfect match of chocolate and strawberry.

Refreshing strawberry juice. (Carine's )

Cute, adorable, yea~ it is for sale.

Had fun time with my besttttt friend at such wonderful cafe.

Wish to have a second visit.

Strawberry Moment, I will be back soon. LOL!